Reunion...

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By the time anyone who even cares enough not to ignore this.. I will probably be already dead.. Either by being lit on fire.. Shot of potassium chloride.. Ingesting hydrochloric acid... skinned myself like an animal... To those who wish to scoff, to those who wish to correct my grammar, to those who wish to act like they care... Thanks for only allowing me to step closer... Even I should somehow survive, or never go though with it I'm not coming back. Congratulations... First forums suicide note.. It will probably be removed by the lowest life to ever be called a "Moderator.." I may return one day, but not for a very long while.... If I am even still alive... Let this be a grim remember of what childish antics, emotion get you... Theta....


I can't continue.. Not like this.. I can't sleep, I can't focus.. I haven't sleep or eaten in days.. I can't even raise my rifle to practice.. I need her back.. I want her back..I shall die now by either Hydrochloric acid or by potassium chloride.. that or if I can find my knife.. skin myself like an animal.. This is my end, this I taking her hand again...Good bye to the corruption, all of the struggles... all of the pain....
 
By the time anyone who even cares enough not to ignore this.. I will probably be already dead.. Either by being lit on fire.. Shot of potassium chloride.. Ingesting hydrochloric acid... skinned myself like an animal... To those who wish to scoff, to those who wish to correct my grammar, to those who wish to act like they care... Thanks for only allowing me to step closer... Even I should somehow survive, or never go though with it I'm not coming back. Congratulations... First forums suicide note.. It will probably be removed by the lowest life to ever be called a "Moderator.." I may return one day, but not for a very long while.... If I am even still alive... Let this be a grim remember of what childish antics, emotion get you... Theta....


I can't continue.. Not like this.. I can't sleep, I can't focus.. I haven't sleep or eaten in days.. I can't even raise my rifle to practice.. I need her back.. I want her back..I shall die now by either Hydrochloric acid or by potassium chloride.. that or if I can find my knife.. skin myself like an animal.. This is my end, this I taking her hand again...Good bye to the corruption, all of the struggles... all of the pain....
I may have not had many time on the forums with you really but i am just saying. ( btw pls dont take this the cold and hard way i am actually pretty soft on the inside,just like tacos)
Suicide if you want, go to hell if you want to, all suicide survivors regret attempting it , i hope you learn of you survive, and i hope you get Merced on, i dont really care cuz this your life and choice to make, so yeah i jope you had a great life
( of this was serious, then holy flapjack i just wasted my time XDD)
 
Suicide is not the way to go man. Depression and suicidal thoughts and tendecies suck. It hurts really bad when you're so depressed and hopeless in life....I know that for a fact. And the people who push you around or say they do care,but they don't understand what you are going through. It's tough. I have been in a place in life of being so hopeless that I almost commited suicide. It's the worst feeling in the world.

Here's a song that has helped me a lot.


I've always told myself that suicide is a permament solution to a temporary problem.
 
I know that I am the new person here and most people probably are going to ignore this but please do not kill yourself. I have lost too many family members and people I know to suicide and I don't want to add another person to the list just think of all the people you could hurt doing this even if some of them are jerks they may still love you and or care about you. So I beg of you not to kill yourself even if the world feels like it's against you I'm sure it will get better. I hope this helps
 
Killing yourself ain't taking the pain away. Its just giving it to someone else.
This is the most accurate thing. Seriously, suicide is a lot more bigger of a thing then anyone who is thinking of it could ever imagine. You'll put others in pain, you'll get others thinking of things they haven't thought before, doing won't do anything but cause more pain and suffering and I don't think you want that. Ask someone for help, that's what humans for.

Please stay
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I hope you're still around to read this, but please, don't give up your life, you may feel low now but there could be something very good coming just round the corner.
 
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